a time of satanic torment for me. It was a
period of emotional
turmoil and anguish, of confusion and
be a servant of the devil.
This was an evil time. I regret all that
has happened. I
renounced my previous pact and all of my former
Satan. I am so sorry for all the lost lives and for
all the pain
I caused others.
Yet there comes a time when the shame of the past has to
stop. Mourning must come to an end. There has
to be a
that all the wishing, the grieving and the sadness
I have over
such devastation cannot and will not change any
There must come a time when these negative feelings and
themselves be laid to rest. Yes, I should be
my crimes. I do not have a problem with this.
Christian while in prison should never be a "ticket"
out of prison. God forbid! Still I have
long ago made my peace with God.
has healed my mind and He has broken apart the spiritual chains which Satan had wrapped around me in the past.
Today I am thankful to be forgiven and to be in my right
mind. To have peace, joy, and satisfaction, knowing that I am
a child of
God, that I am loved and cared for. This is worth
it all. What else do I need?
April 5, 2002